Today I asked my self, what is my passion?, usually, I respect who have a passion and devote their lives to it, coloring their world with it, even though I believe it’s one color life style.
Weather it’s a good passion or not, people take an attitude immediately to those people who have a passion, either they accept them and start seeking their attention, or they refuse them at the moment.
My Passion is to jump over the shore, source: Dreams, flicker.
As an Example, people who have a passion of Metallic music, they have a known pattern of lifestyle, not to mention you can recognize them from the way they dress.
So what is my passion?, what is that thing which makes me unique from others, what kind of music I love, movies and books?.
I always tried to define my passion, but I always fail to reach the level of making it a life style, or let’s say a permanent way of life, I feel bored immediately from doing the same thing every day, so I let it go.
What is my passion, neutralism is driving me crazy, I want to take a side.
But wait, I’m totally convinced that there is nothing perfect, I mean I can’t have a passion of a singer cause not all his/her songs are worth to listen, having a passion of one kind lifestyle cancel the opportunity of having experience of others, frankly I get annoyed from those who talk about their one life style passion as if it’s the hidden paradise.
So what is my passion?
I have a passion Action, life and new ideas, I love that music which makes all my cells dancing, maybe electronic music or just ordinary one, but with a fast rhythm, a permanent change of the tempo.
I have a passion of high places, cause it generates a lot of fear inside me, so my adrenaline released in my body and I can feel my heart is beating, I love life, healthy life with all the meaning of the word, I love extreme sports, I’d like to climb a rocky mountain with pillar angle, and I believe I will pee in my pants since I will feel so frightened.
I have a passion of rally events, and the scene of mud covering all the car while it’s going to the maximum speed leaving behind a total mess, or wearing those heavy gloves and hard helmet driving on desert road, while the sands hit every corner of it.
I have a passion of skiing on ice, and I’d like just for once to hear the sound of skiing while thick air stings my chicks, I want punji jump [Not sure I spell it right], where I see the land closing and closing so I do my last prayer in my heart, and at the last moment the rob polls me up again, it’s like you being born again.
I have a passion in playing in mud hole, jumping in it, messing with the substance that we were created from, or for sure we will be buried in it some day.
I have a passion of driving a motor cycle, driving it to the maximum speed toward the horizon with a sunset scene, at old deserted rural road, and olive trees planted all over its sides, at a spring time, long, long road, without an end, hearing the sound of motor while changing the gears, and my sweetheart embraces me from behind.
I have a passion with the food that requires you to dip in, a food with all colors, meat, tomatoes salad and hot chili, crunchy bread, and yogurt, a food where all the family gather around, and I hate to eat alone, and If it happens, I don’t enjoy the food to the level I forgot what I just already ate.
I have a passion with pain!! No, not sadistic pain, I don’t like to cause pain to my self or to anyone, and I can’t stand the scene of blood, but I mean If it happened that I was in pain, I try to enjoy it, a pain which drive me to sleep, and believe me, the pain I’m talking about is not just physical pain, it’s more like suffer to pain.
I have a passion of all what I mentioned, even though I don’t follow the news updates of what I said, and even I don’t know one single name of famous people related to my passion, I don’t have a posters also, and I don’t know If I will ever have the chance to experience what I mentioned, it’s like that great Pepsi advertisement, about doing things before going to 30.
I’m listening to a very loud song for Evanescence, next I will listen to my Fairuz [Legendary Classic Arab singer], I hate to tie my self with one kind pattern, it’s me and this is my life, I have big dreams, and for now I hardly can reach simplest one of them.
Maybe I have a passion of life, isn’t that enough?, what about you? What is your dreams? Your passion?.
Psst: If you have a great English skills, or you are a native speaker, please help me to improve my English, Append your suggestion and correction to your comment, I will be happy to improve my English with you.
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