Have you ever felt in time as it’s one second.

I still remember that 5 years old kid, I remember him while his mother is feeding him, wondering her which kinds of food he likes, cause everything is new for him, the smell, the colors, and my mom’s food still the most delicious I ever tasted, and once I finish, she wipes my mouth with a smooth napkin, then takes me to the tub.

She lifts me up, so I can reach the water, then starts washing them, I can remember the taste of soap entering my mouth, the sound of her bracelets under the water, making quiet and elegant sound.

There was a mirror over the tub, when I stand on my feet, I can barely see top of my head, and when I jump, I see my face for a moment, then I go back to the land.

Once I decided to see my whole face on that mirror, I wanted to feel like grownups when they wash their hands, I brought a chair, and stand on it, then I looked to myself, I started to smile and laugh, Aha, here I am.

Then I stopped smiling, I saw my eyes, those eyes which all the people talk about their beauty, it’s weird that pupil, it’s like you are seeing someone in it, at that moment, I made a wish with all my power, I said: “Oh God, I wish I can see my whole self at the mirror without a chair”.

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The cage is big and wide, still they are not singing, damn these little nasty birds, what’s wrong with them not singing, they were two love birds, blue which is female, and green who is male, I built them a small nest, few months later, the female put 4 small eggs, she started to hatch them, but they still not singing, what’s wrong?.

I entered my hand and started to chase one of them, you can see them flying from a corner to another, almost their breath is taken, I looked at the mother in her nest, I took a stick and started annoying her to leave her eggs, she moved away looking to the nest, feeling scare that I may do something wrong to them, I knew she is interested in her eggs, but I just love to annoy them.

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